When an subject is controversial, one cannot hope to tell the truth. One can only show how one came to hold whatever opinion one does hold. One can only give one's audience the the chance of drawing their own conclusions as they observe the limitations, the predjudices, the idiosyncracies of the speaker.

- Virginia Woolf

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Dateline 4/29/06

It has been an amazing couple of days. Yesterday I successfully gave my Sr. project presentation. It went well; I did not mess up or forget anything. I think it was well received but everyone always complements you after this sort of thing so it was hard to tell. It feels great to be done. I have 3 mostly trivial finals (including an open book and a 100 - level math class) standing between me and an engineering degree. The months of fear and encouragement that are used to push BME students through the Sr. project conference has left me feeling like I can conquer the world. The chairman's flare for the dramatic also has me feeling like I love this program and am proud to be a part of it. It will be a few months before the reality sets in when I am laboring in a certificate program at a crappy university because my hard work resulted in a low GPA and I can't even get an interview for medical school. I suppose that the only way to build a reputation is for a department to care more about its national ranking and faculty research credentials than its students. Well at least the education was great and I can say that I learned a lot and met a lot of great people.
Also this week, I found a great sublet for the summer. While trying to procrastinate finishing my Sr project, I went trolling Craig's List for temporary apts. and found the one that I was looking for. The place is in Medford and me and my friend Ryan will be sharing it with a laid back Harvard math dept. employee and her young daughter. The price was pretty good and the place is great, so I will be moving in hopefully around the end of next week. I need to pack my stuff...

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

Dateline 4/22/06

What a week! I finished up my Sr. Project final report and handed it in on Friday, I was not too pressed for time because I finished it two days early. That left me time to go partying thursday night, which was great because my roomate and his friends happened to be getting knighted at the pub. Drinking ensued and in a very amusing turn of events, my roomate woke up in someone elses apt. Apparently he woke up on a bed in a suite two doors down the hall. no one has any idea how he got there or how he got in, but no one who lived there was in the apt when he got up, no harm no foul I guess. Speaking of Apts, I spent all day looking at them in Quincy, and will do so tommorow as well. Many nice ones but none that are perfect. I only have to live there for 3 months though, so it is not that big of a deal. Two of my former roomates are signing a 12 month lease and I will sublet one of them until I move to Philadelphia in August.
On Wednesday, I toured the Broad Institute, the Harvard/ MIT genome sequencing facility. This was the coolest place I have ever seen, although it has got to be pretty boring to work there. Also on Wed., The annual BME lecture hosted Dr. Peter Jarhling, who happens to run this country's program that experiments with smallpox. This was a great lecture, including pictures of dying monkeys, disaster casualty estimates, and making fun of international diplomats. Very amusing fo a science lecture.
The only things that I have left to do this semester s give my project presentation, take few easy exams, and graduate. I can't wait

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Friday, April 07, 2006

Dateline 4/07/06

This has been a crazy week. Along with finishing up my Sr. project, several other things are going on. First, I got into Drexel Medical School as part of their IMS program, which means I will take the first year of medical school classes and get to go to med school if I get at least a B average. I plan on enrolling and moving to Philadelphia the first week of August. The day after I got that letter however, I had my regularly schedualed interview at The Children's Hospital for a job as an immunology technician. It actually sounded like a great job but now I don't really need it. On Wednessday I had the last Broomball game of the season, which resulted in a forfeit and a scrimage game that was a lot of fun. Not a lot of fun however was the fact that my sweater seems to have been stolen during the game. Speaking of losing things, I just got my cap and gown for commencement and as I am writing this I realized that I have lost them...I hope they are in Prof. Jara's office... It has been that kind of week. I also finished and abstract based on my Sr. project work for the RSNA conference in May, and I have handed off leadership in the premed society to next year's E-board. All and all, not bad.

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Rejected commencement address

This was my entry for the 2006 Engineering commencement address. Not good enough to win, but for the record, here it is: (with thanks to all those who helped me edit it)

Fellow graduates, as we gather here today with our family and our peers, we remember those who came before and think of those who will come after, and we must ask ourselves: what makes this class different? The answer, I believe, is in each one of us, the unique individuals in this class and the unique actions that have defined the last 4 years in this college. We came from as close as Boston itself or as far as the other side of the world. We had different reasons for coming to this university and we had different experiences while here: We struggled and triumphed in different areas, yet as we stand today, we are all the same. We are brought together because each of us has completed training in the field of engineering, a discipline that transcends national, ethnic, and social, boundaries in its mission of applying math and science to achieve humanity's ultimate goal of making the world a better place.

Now, just as suddenly as they converged here 4 years ago, our lives are about to diverge. As we go off in our separate paths to pursue various goals, each of us will draw on what we learned here to change the world in our own unique way. Some of us will design medical devices that save lives, some of us will design electronics that improve the way we communicate, and many of us will design or manufacture products that we can only imagine today. The only certainty is that each of these innovations will be the result of our unique applications of the common knowledge that we now share.

One thing I remember very clearly from my kindergarten graduation was a song about possibility. This must have reflected the wonderment that our parents and teachers felt when they considered what this group of small children might grow up to become. Today, 16 years later, on the day of a much more significant graduation, as I reflect on the possibility that lies before us, I am filled with a similar sense of wonderment. Back in 1990, as you may recall, we had no hybrid vehicles, automated defibrillators, or iPods. Few Americans had used a cell phone or heard of the internet. Technology has grown and changed in all those interceding years, and so has each one of us. Our success in reaching this point shows that we have successfully adapted and conformed to this changing technical world. Yet conforming should not be the goal of intelligent and creative individuals, and so this brings me back to the possibility. Possibility. At this point, as we begin our careers as engineers and scientists, we will be presented for the first time with the opportunity to change and direct the evolution of our technical world. From now on, our success will be tied to how much we change the world, as opposed to how much we conform to it, and that fact is empowering. As young engineers, our knowledge and skills empower us to take the drivers seat in advancing the progress of our society. Businessmen can pride themselves on adapting to change, but we will pride ourselves on causing it.

As a final consideration, our capacity for good is limitless, yet so is our capacity to harm or corrupt. The methods and equations that we have learned in academia are amoral, and in a world that is not, we must strive to rise above the corrupting influences of politics or greed. Keeping this in mind, we must go fourth and ply our trade in ways that are mutually beneficial, so that someday, 20 years from now, as we watch our children grow and adapt, we can reflect on how our lives have been improved by the work of those standing next to us today. Thank you all in advance, and good luck.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Dream

I had a very odd and vivid dream last night that is worth mentioning. I was home in Rochester visiting with all these people I had not seen in years, making them all very happy, when suddenly the world needed a new pope. One of my old friends was apparently very influential in helping the Vatican make this decision, and suddenly I was elected. I decided I wanted to stay in Rochester however, but I liked my new job. I started an international war on poverty, with a whole bunch of initiatives including sending militaries into poor countries. I distinctly remember sitting at home in my parents house watching cable TV news covering these initiatives. Then a major storm hit and I was sitting in my old bedroom (which now had 3 windows on the far wall instead of one) watching the storm out the windows. All of a sudden, the windows blew out and I had glass in my face. And that's when I woke up. Good stuff.

Dateline 4/1/06

This has been a pretty good week. I got some work done the first few days and had fun the last two. Yesterday I skipped out on the BME social and celebrated my former roommate's B-day with some binge drinking. Good times were had by all. The final sr project progress report was handed in on time, leaving only the final report to write (about 17 days and 100 pages to go, but who's counting) Also yesterday I managed to sit down and write a 10 page paper in one sitting (about 4 hrs.) That sitting was interrupted by a phone interview for a job at Children's Hospital however, and I made such a good impression that I have an interview on Wednesday. That would be a pretty sweet job, and it would pay more than the imaging lab at BU, which I also got an offer from this week (summer or year). Today I got up too late to prank my roommates, but he did manage to get me by baricadding my door with beer cans and honey (not joking here). There was also some type of plan to set up water to fall on me, but the fire alarm tripped the trap instead or something, making it the only casualty of the weekend. I had gone out with friends to see V for Vendetta, which turned out to be a pretty good movie.(see review)

Next week outlook is probably not as good though. I have a presentation about rolling circle pcr that I am far from being an expert in, and several other things due. I may come close to straightening out what I am doing next year, however.

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